Monday, February 16, 2009

I'm scared

that this is it.
As good as it gets.
And not in a quirky, heartwarming Jack Nicholson movie kind of way.

Sometimes I'm so scared I get cold, so cold I shiver. And my ears start ringing, and I feel like the universe is getting bigger. Alarmingly bigger. I have to focus very hard on unclenching my teeth and pushing my lungs past the clasps cutting into them.


  1. true...tain't perfect but then, what is. and a few alterations and the gorgeous tree outside mah winda...i'm going to miss that tree.